Blessings to us all.
I just spoke a minute ago, with Legions able to translate information in a humane way, about the need to progress within distributing the truth of what pharmaceutical accessibility, has allowed companies to see and how far certain personal drama’s took the privacy of a person’s life, the consequences we like to generalize and pretend, have not controlled the way the we speak about what we think. Two people can agree to disagree. That we have a problem with the way they come to disagree about something, is understood. The mind has a way of presenting truth, if able to stomach what having been lied to, has felt like and how difficult the channeled journeys of life, have become. That we then like to look to children, who will have trouble translating different forms of rejection, with a sense of observational expectation, stubbornness covering fear and a sense of desolation, once asked about the validity of a human being in Science, is something a lot of individuals are facing.
The life we live, has been asked to come together with the very natural resources you once took for granted or eventually settled with never knowing quite enough about them, before proceeding to waste your own time, if feeling that way. That we can internalize shame, pass it on and create another generation of insecurities controlling what a Doctor, once a Nurse has been met with, up to the Surgeon’s reality of what people do to themselves, is something we need to accept, can change, once we trust the presently growing generation, to embrace the challenges of a new life. Our sorrows, come quickly and rarely do they leave, with the same amount of truth as they arrived in. Truth is something we fight to preserve and then we find out, what made us turn our back on doing it. I do have anger management issues, which is something quite understandable, once you comprehend the challenges I have dealt with, the loss of patience that gave me my ironically contradictional past life name called Patience itself and how difficult it has become to love myself, is now, clearer than ever. That we struggle to fulfill simple wishes today, can only come as a result of regretting chances we did not take. That is something you can quickly see and think of as okay, but to yourself and for your lifestyle choices, it becomes the reason you either make it or don’t. That we all have issues, when it comes to our bodies, has made us friends when looking for some ‘action’ and the greatest enemies, once we realize, that at one point or another, we stop having fun, waiting for actions of the heart, to control the future.
However you choose to find love, honour it.
However you choose to embrace your strength, become aware of the path that got you there, is taking you back and is allowing you to make something great happen. We all doubt where our courage from, until it bursts right out of us and the migraine of having to listen to an idealistic mind, will suddenly show a side of self-conceit, that needs to appear, before the clarity of your being, has given you the good you have been looking for. That we all have a body to love, is clear. How we love it, is clear too. Is it affordable though? Are we able to regard our own emotional development with the same awe and admiration, even envy, as we would instantly, when it comes to somebody else’s life? How secure are you, within facing a moment where you are contradicted, rejected and ridiculed? How do you tell your friend, if you have one to speak to, that you have hit rock bottom in ways where the rest of your life, is the same monotone pattern of DO Do and then get it done? How do you make friends, if we all are simply looking for business partners and a way of bypassing poverty if possible? How do you go for a relationship, when you just got out of one you may have never properly defined as a dependency, in your own moment of reflection?
That is something to ask a mind, that has overthought it’s approach to life or simply considered to leave evolution of a great mind, to another.
You will always pay the price for being smarter than everybody else?
No, I don’t think so.
We all have an equal level of intellect gracing trust in who we are. If that part of you have to work harder at staying awesome for those who matter, gets confused with who you are and what you want to do, then please accept, it is because you too, may be at a cross-road and how you function. Society tells us, sobriety is the cure to another company’s dilemma. Then Society per Media exchange, constructs a way of appearing feminine in one aspect, when it comes to men, who feel empty, maltreated and disregarded for how intuitive they are. These men are with Spirit and good so, as much love is teaching them now in their own pace, to accept the power of life, being able to be seen from the other side. We deserve to bridge the fears we ran from, made people run because of and then pretended, we were over them. I am barely over not having a home and will need to fix that as soon as possible. To give thanks to the Spirits and show the world I affect, what I know of how to construct healthier settings, would be a dream.
You can dream and go above and beyond, telling yourself, the good fo the world, never mattered more.
Does that dream, show you how you have developed psychologically?
Does having a pattern of doing things, give you the feeling of control?
How much do you need to control something a day, in order to feel like your life has meaning?
How do you define control?
You have, like me, a lot of sides to your personality.
What happens once these sides have a little chat called, it is time to grow up?
What happens, once you recognize the depletion of having hope can make you feel like?
Are you ready to drop a deconstructive attitude and reconstructively leave something worth discovering behind, should you be considering the creation of a legacy?
There is where many of us, have tried to make things work, from angles of methodical thinking, that have co-created a way of being, that confuses us. It becomes confusing, once the heart has lost the motivation to accept how a system is executed, meaning run. How difficult is it, to read the word executed, when you know, that the same word is used in war, legal cases which are shorter in review, because we all don’t have the necessary means to keep hanging on to cases, we only then acknowledge, once they hit the news?
We need to do more, before we expect so much to be done in the name of the Lord, God says.
We need to be more conscious of how we let go of our feelings, because someone else can create way of letting go, because of how we then believe to have the right to act, God says.
In addition to compromising this vibrational frequency in 2014 already, so was the year prior to conscious pharmaceutical theft, important to respect. I wrote a book I partly finished, with someone I know today, could be cast by another young fellow, able to reflect the dreamer kind of energy we sometimes struggle to embody, because we all have lost faith in ourselves.
Good, we get it. You have lost faith in yourself.
Have you lost faith in God, though?
Are you willing to bite the hand that could feed you again, once you drop the baggage of never having fitted in?
These are the questions of the year, which will day by day, produce a unique response in every single human being, the more they contemplate the emotional hurdles, being released and accepted. The challenges of our time, are ours to fix as a conglomerate.
The fact that we all feel obligated to do everything at the same time, shows God that yes….we are conscious, but are we aware of having to sometimes stand up for a group of people whom we know we can’t physically meet, hold, hug and show, by cooking and cleaning up with them, how empowering a patient soul can be, in a time of change?
I work with Spirits who have passed and learned about the differences Medical Services in Outskirt Regions, create. MSF, OXFAM, UN, WHO, UNICEF AND UNESCO CHARITY CASES, have been companies these Spirits faced. Which thanks to my medical background, gives me with my gift, the ability to see how they were treated, why they were treated in that way and if treatment was completed as protocolled, condexed and indexed, per analysis and commandment of the companies ideals, ethics and standards. Companies have promised higher quality I was shown…..without anyone checking up and disclosing the amount of heresay, hype and stigmatizations, preventing from better quality appearing, despite it being dispatched, logistically encoded and shipped to produce good in the world. That is how the times we are struggling to stay alive in, have overshadowed the potential of a healing soul, if it continues to see how products were indeed sent forth to empower humanity, despite them being apprehended along borders and suddenly, nobody knows how painful the reality of self-awareness becomes, because nobody can feed the patient, treating the environment with it’s condition, in the only way it can.
The loss of words in Philanthropy, once you see bodies laid out next to each other in rows, makes you want to bash your head into the wall, if self-destructive or do something stupid. Should you feel triggered by what I have written, then please remember, my intent is never to play on how much pain you feel, but show you, that I have gone through the mountain, around the mountain, turned the other cheek and I still seem to have lost my will to live and be conscious at times. Usually because I keep fighting the kind of fight I never prepared for. The one where I never believe in myself, quite enough, to make the step and make sure I break free, from being taken advantage of, every single time I keep trying to make it, again and again. You can now see, that I have written extensively, compassionately, bluntly and honestly. I had to. I rarely tips-toe around things I have been thinking about, while I mumble them in time to hear my voice, reflect the very order of what I am trying to convey.
God Blessed us.
God blesses us.
In ways where we know, only God, would know how to reach us, in the way we inevitably allow ourselves to be reached.
May you continue walking in the peace of your dreams and protect what is worth protecting.
That being your mind,
your body and your holy soul.